I sent my dad a calendar for Father’s Day. Not just any calendar, it was one I’d made using some of my photographs. Dad is a big Nature lover, so I chose shots that I thought he’d like, from seagulls at Popham Beach, to a chipmunk at the Maine Wildlife Park, a photo snapped by chance in the woods on the path leading out of the park.
Dad always pointed out animals to me. One day, when I was staying with my folks after a divorce several years ago, I was sitting at the kitchen table, staring dejectedly out the window onto the lawn.
“Come here! Look!” Dad called from the other room.
There, out the living room window, I saw a tom turkey, standing in the middle of the road, tail feathers outstretched. He stood defiantly, not moving for the longest time. Beyond, a few of his fellows pecked for bugs in the grassy field at the side of the road. The toms roamed in a pack of three or four, while the females roamed separately, herding their latest clutch of babies along as they foraged for food. They’d go up one side of the yard and into the field beyond, and later in the day, come down the other side, stopping under Dad’s Japanese plum tree to peck at the windfalls.
One day, Dad had a load of dirt delivered, to fill in low spots on his lawn. He instructed the deliveryman to dump it at the edge of the mowed area, just where the tall grass started growing on his 20-acre spread of land. It sat there, waiting for one of my brothers to pick it up with a bobcat and dump it in the appropriate spots. We’d gone a while without any rain, so the dirt pile became quite dry and dusty. You could see it if you looked out the kitchen window, past the maple tree with its thermometer nailed to the trunk, and beyond the shed we called the summer kitchen, which is what we imagined the original occupants of the old house had used it for back in the day.
Dad came into the kitchen, and looked out the window. “There’s something moving back there on my dirt pile. Hand me the binoculars.”
I obliged, removing them from the hook on the wall. Binoculars come in handy when there’s wildlife to be seen out back: deer feeding in the evening, or sand cranes bobbing up and down in the tall grass. Sometimes a bald eagle will be spotted, swooping over some small game visible only from the air, but most often, it’s the local turkeys making their rounds. Sure enough, Dad said there was a female out back, flapping on top of the dusty pile, giving herself a dirt bath.
“I’m going to take a closer look,” he said, walking out the door. I followed. This was the most action I’d seen in months, and looking at wild turkeys was better than sitting there dwelling on the foibles of mankind, especially my own.
As I got closer and caught up with Dad, he said, “look to your right, there’s some more females!” I was looking to the left of the pile, as I’d seen something moving there. But sure enough, a few more females could be seen in the grass, now running away as they saw us coming.
The dirt pile erupted, as about 20 young turkeys flapped their wings and took off behind their mothers into the field. Invisible at first, they’d been in the pile taking dust baths as well, and their color matched the color of the dry dirt, camoflauging them.
After the initial shock, we started laughing. We’d never gotten that close to the turkey pack before, letting them wander while we watched at a safe distance from inside the house or the dooryard. We’d certainly never seen the clutches of several females exploding out of a pile of dirt at close range. I’m not sure who was startled more, us or the turkeys.
We saw a lot of wildlife that summer: baby deer at the side of the road on the way to the store, a mama bear with three cubs in a ditch, sand cranes with two babies feeding in the fields, and the usual array of birds flitting about the trees. Then there were the hummingbirds.
I’d put up a feeder on the corner of the porch, and we’d often get buzzed by the little suckers as we walked outside. It was really an oriole feeder, bought on a whim the previous year, but it worked fine for the hummingbirds. We all loved watching them, and once in a while one would hover just outside the screen door, staring at us (or perhaps something colorful in the kitchen). These were the ruby throated variety, it being too far north for the more exotic varieties found in the southwest. I’d even seen them pecking at the orange extension cord out back, the one Dad used for his weed whacker and kept wound up on a piece of fence rail when it wasn’t being used.
One day, Dad was in the kitchen and he said, “look! Look at this, come quick!” It was an oriole, drinking at the feeder. I’d never seen one, and here one was, not 3 feet away from me on the other side of the windowpane. Apparently orioles aren’t too picky about their food, and this one liked the hummingbird food just fine.
I remember once I was riding with a friend on the highway. We were going to a mall in the massive sprawl of the Chicago suburbs. I spotted a hawk sitting on the side of the road. “Did you see that?” I asked. My companion answered in the negative. We rode in silence, and I looked for something to stare at besides the dull grey overpasses, becoming more and more frequent as we got closer to the more densely populated areas. There were clouds in the sky, the kind we used to call “horse feathers,” or “mackerel.” Dad always said, “a mackerel sky is followed by a storm,” and he was usually right. It was late afternoon, and the sun cast a rosy glow onto the clouds.
“Would you look at that sky!” I said. “Beautiful, isn’t it? Don’t you wish you could paint that?”
She looked at my sideways.
“You see beauty in a lot of things, don’t you?” she asked. She went on to explain that she never saw those things, and she was amazed that I could see them.
It was then that I realized what a great gift Dad had given me my entire life. More than food and shelter, and love, he’d shown me a way of looking at the world that wasn’t taught to everyone. He’d given me a love of Nature, and taught me to observe it. No matter where I lived, or what my circumstances, I could always find beauty around me, thanks to my Dad.
He loved the calendar, as I knew he would. After all, he’d taught me to see the wildlife, and it was really his gift that I was giving back to him.
Thanks, Dad.